Well, it has been quite a while since I have been here. I even had a hard time figuring out how to log in to post something.

I've been doing alot of soul searching lately. Trying to figure out what direction my life is heading. My life is so different now that Mel is gone. My house is even gone and I'm trying to adjust to a new home. But yes...it is starting to feel like home. My home. I don't look down an empty hallway waiting for him to come walking in.

I am going to try to take it one step at a time and hopefully all of the other things in my life will start to fall into place. Life is too short to not enjoy it to it's full potential.

So with that being said I am going to start with ME!! I have been participating in a program at the Wellness Center for the past three weeks and have decided to go back to Weight Watchers along with it.

I miss feeling good..being able to play with my wonderful grandchildren and enjoy them. I feel like they are growing up so fast and slipping away....

We shall see...